Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Movement

"As long as we remain resentful about things we wish had not happened, about relationships we wish had turned out differently, mistakes we wish we had not made, part of our heart remains isolated, unable to bear fruit in the new life ahead of us. It is a way we hold ourselves apart from God."
Henri Nouwen

Every time I come to camp, I return to the same book and the same passage. I've been praying over my heart and today I could see I've held on to pieces of resentment like a security blanket.

Recently my granddaughter did a painting of a girl standing at the onset of a path with a beautiful horizon. She stood staring at her feet.

Am I staring at my feet, trying to let go?

Nouwen also says, "As we dance and walk forward, grace provides the ground on which our steps fall...
We look beyond our experience of sadness or loss by learning to receive an all embracing love, a love that meets us in everyday moments."

I cannot change my heart, but I know One who can. I lift my eyes to the path before me and take a step...

2 comments:

Nancy said...

I and always challenged by Henri Nouwen's writings....and this is no exception......

I couldn't help but think of the term "out of the mouths of babes" when I read about your granddaughter's painting......Seeing the issue visually makes it so much more real........By the way, she did a great job......

This is a post to ponder and chew on and hopefully take the necessary steps....

Nancy said...

I meant to add to my previous post that I love your blog and so glad to have found you.......I am your newest member......I hope you will come over and visit me.....